I am so sorry about your loss. Death is always hard but suicides are especially painful.

I look at it this way. The worst part of suicide is how much pain it causes the survivors, right? So if you can forgive your brother for what he did, don't you think God can? After all, God loves us like a parent loves a child. Is there anything that you can't you forgive your child for? I don't think so.

I also believe in reincarnation and that we travel in "soul groups", so to speak, so maybe your brother has been reincarnated as someone close to you. Or perhaps he's waiting for all of you to join him before you all start a new cycle together.

No one knows for certain, but I truly believe that he is okay now and that you will see him again.