Ryan, I am very sorry to hear about your father. I think about both of my parents and oldest brother everyday and all of the memories. Sometimes I think that they never left but went on a long vacation. Cherish all of the memories of your dad that you had while you were growing up as a child and into your adult years. I agree with Sithy in that passing away is not the end and that you will connect with your father again in the future. I know that my dad and oldest brother gave me some signs after they died to assure me that all was alright. Watch for these signs. I look forward to meeting my parents and oldest brother again someday. Please accept my condolences.